Amanda's Journal

2.4.07

life right about now pretty much sucks
having a boyfriend really isnt all that fun
school is really stressful
and family and friends dont keep the promise of always being there when you need them

my life about a year ago was perfect
no boyfriend=no stress
school was actually good and my grades were up
family life couldnt have been better
friends were amazing, i had all the ones that actually mattered in my life
everything was good, till about last october
it all went downhill from there
and now im here pathetically writing in livejournal saying whats on my mind
and there it is.

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: kind of perfect,

christmassssss

yay
merry christmas :]]]]
this is a good christmas
got what i wanted and i got to be with the people i love
good year :]

:]]]]
im happy
very happy
me and mike might possibly dating soon
he asked me on a date
very good
:]]]]
lifes goinnnn gooodddddd<3

yeah =/

i think im pushing people away
im always in an arguement with people i care for a lot
i need something new in my life
maybe i need new people in my life
i dont know but i need a change
i want to start over with a few people
ive had some rocky starts and i think we need to start all over
certain people piss me off
they try and look cool and tell secrets they werent supposed to share with anyone
nope their assholes
its my lose

i got punched in the eye from mike
it hurt
im gonna kill him
anywhoooo
charles
i like charles
im going to my dads house
oh fun
not really
boat show tonight
yipp
nottttttttttttttttt :]

man o man
ive been crushing on a few people
lately
one i cant mention because michelle might read it in class then everyone will know my deep dark secret :]
theres this boy danny - possibility
mike-has a gf...wierdo
charles-hes a cutieeee
yeah but anywhooooo
lifes okay
cant really complain
my phone bill is gonna be high and im gonna be in trouble
i dont have a job anymore =/
its depressing
okay time for kickboxing :]]]

Current Music: the fabulous lifeeee bitchhh

dear shima,
let me update you on my life since only you read this. tanner is out of juvi.good i know.hes mad because this is his birthday weekend and he couldnt find a ride to my house.oh well.ummmm im doing good in school.ive been doing a lot of schoolwork.you were supposed to hang out with me.but you didnt.how about this week.monday?.sounds good for me now how about youuuuuu? your new boy is cute and sounds like a good one for you :] sorry my life has been boring lately. alright im done

so lets update on my life
my boyfriend's in juvi
& i have to wait for him to get out
good one huh
im losing a few friends, but it's probaly my fault like always
oh well
umm i have made new ones actually
good ones too
come to find out my best friend is moving, its depressing
uhhhhhhh schools pretty stupid
i just want it to be over with so i can go to college and just get a jobbbbbb
merhhhh
anyways that was boring
i need a new life
it needs to change
seriously.

bf's suck
a lot
i dont like them
i met some kid
he has a horse
im excited
weekends are fun
concerts are fun
partying is good
lifes good
bf's suck

Amanda has a bf :]]]]

i am one confused person.

hmm lifes kinda going down the hill right now
my friends suck minus a few
boys deff. suck but they dont really matter
its just friends
the certain few
who i know dont read this
good.
peace

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: brand new

flirtttttttttttttt.

blah thats gay
oh well
boys suck :]

blahhh

yeah so i never write in this thing
but i will today
yeahh so he has a gf
he has for awhile
im happy for him but im not
oh well.
friends kinda suck right now.
it sucks
life sucks
oh well.
schools hard but im trying
works a lot but im trying
families hard but still im trying.
oh well.
uhh this kinda sounds like a poem or something thats kinda gay.
oh well no one's gonna read this
but i figured i mines as well write in it since i have nothing else to do.

Current Mood: bleh
Current Music: the tv

Bye Bye to him :]
hes gay
blah
hmmm weird week in school
oh well.

BLAHHHHH
hes so gay
ahhhhhh
rawrrrrrrr
anywho
came to melbourne today
gay car ride
cant find my Ipod so i was pretty much bored out of my mind
ummm yeah this is gay
bye

Current Mood: annoyed

So theres this boy...
& he gives me swollen eyes
but hes the cutest thing ever.
hes weird & scares me
but then theres this other boy
whos the sweetest thing ever
& i love him to death
but he doesnt know it
:]]]]]]]]

Current Music: far away-nickelback :]

Finally he made a move.
thank god.
wasnt a big one
but it was a move :]
im seeing him tuesday
im happy

:]]]]

Current Mood: happy

HAD A VERY GOOD WEEK
joe [my brother,sorta] came down from PA
it was fun
we went boating and shit
and then we went to hutchinson island for the week
ummmmm took a few good bike rides to the beach
took lots of pictures
went to kennedy space ceneter
it was okay i guess
uhhhh he left today at 7 in the morning
it was sad because hes really cool
oh & we got to play guitar together a little bit
but yeah i miss him

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: the wreckers. :]

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